Maybe I am as some people say the Typical Black Man. Perhaps I am just writing this for my own sake, or it oculd be some of you might even wanna see and even learn something from this. It has been put to my attetion over the years, months, weeks, and days that I have either done the wrong things or the right things at the wrong time. Traded tit for tat, but nonetheless I have wasted time, mine and others. Luckily in some cases certain situations resolved themselves for the better, while others still continue to linger on. I am purposely being opaque but it will start to come to light… Polygamy and Monagamous relationships are very deep topics and even to me something serious and borderlining on taboo. Some may call me a pimp or player or whatever. I’ve been called many things under this accursed Sun, but don’t ever say that I am afraid of commitment! I am and will always be wholeheartedly for my friends and family. The happiness, safety, and well-being emotional or otherwise have alays been my deepest concern. I have gone throough many pains for the sake of my friends and my commitment to them. I would go as far as to say I have committed to my kith and kin, friends and family more than some would do for themselves or their own blood. I guess to cut this short I will say to you and to all. I am sorry,for the pain and confusion and frustrations I may hae caused, But I will say as always, I am here for you forever and always, and even if I must I can sign a contract with whoever to keep my spirit or just the thought of me there to comfort you. I have resigned myself to my fate whatever it may be and I look forward to see how it all plays out. But remember I love you and care for you and about all that is yours. That is as simple as I can put it.
KJB
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